Blog #1 - Free Choice

Indecisive
I am sitting in my living room this sunday morning, watching a show on MTV called Ridiculousness, laptop open, feet up, with my father does his weekly whatever it is that he does. (I never really bothered to ask).

I am trying to figure out what to write about, and every time I come up with an idea, I shake my head ‘no‘ and change my mind. So eventually I just started to write, and I got an idea. I'll write about how I can't think of what to write about.

Over the last 45 minutes I have come up with ideas such as elaborating on the lyrics to  a song I like, describing my favorite show, and even talking about my relationship. But I figured, not one of those things is school appropriate. I also want to make sure I write a post that my classmates won't judge me negatively on. Considering the kids at our school have a tendency to say things that hurt feelings, without even realizing it. Believe me, I'm one of them. So finally i decided to write about whatever comes to my head. So here it is.

There's one thing that I can't get off my mind, and that's college. Not knowing where I will be in a year really has me non edge. I am a nominee for the POSSE Scholarship, and I really hope I get it, because I want to go to Lafayette University in Pennsylvania, which is two hours away. I am really looking forward to it, but I'm still very nervous. Lets Hope all goes well.

 I literally cannot think of anything else thats appropriate for me to write about. So I'm gonna end it here. xo